H-A-T-E-R (that's me)

sucks but I have to stifle my thoughts so that I'm not so negative all the time. But there's so much to dislike in this world!

This was part of a twitter convo from earlier today. Shorty asked me about public access tv in Philly, and I had to admit that I had no clue about it because I barely even watch tv, cuz I hate most tv shows. Then she asked if my crew The Union, was the same as DJ Self's dj crew(same name), which only served to make me pissed at the world. So I'm like nah we're not the same, I never heard of this DJ Self cat. She says he's really popular in NYC, he's on 105.1 and does net radio too. So here we go again: I don't fuck with the radio pretty much at all. lol @ you making me see how disagreeable I am.

Except, I wasn't laughing at all. No one wants to be the "negative person," the one no one wants to talk to cuz they always got something unpleasant to say. But every once I get caught in a convo/situation where everything that happens or is said is something that I disagree with. It only happens when I meet new people, after this meeting I know to avoid this person and their apparent utter lack of good taste.

New Person: Did you see Ray J's show last night?
Me: Are you fucking kidding me, who gave that c-list dickhead a tv show?!!!
New Person: VH1. It's like Flava Of Love! It's stupid but so entertaining!
Me: My God it never stops does it? **begins to cry inside**
New Person: Huh? I can't hear you over this Beyonce that I'm blasting!
Me:  **dies**

I really do try hard not to be so negative but it's hard sometimes. I don't walk around looking for shit to hate, but there's just so much of it. American society is so anti-intellectual, that thinkers get exhausted because there's so much stupid shit to notice and dislike. It probably doesn't help that I planned on chilling today since I had worked so much earlier this week (don't ask and I won't remember the frustration) but worked popped up and basically ruined my Friday afternoon.

The post title comes from this song:

Two-Fold - Heiruspecs

PS, if you like Beyonce or For The Love of Ray J, know that I do not hate you. But I do like you a little bit less...